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Hai.. Blogged a super long entry juz now and my dear computer has to hang AFTER i finished blogging but BEFORE i could publish the post. Right now..i no longer have the mood to blog. I BLOGGED ABOUT SO MANY HAPPIE THINGS TODAE!!! roar!!! Dammit!!!
KaoBei-ed @
10:44 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2004
First week of school basically just sucked. Went to school on Thursdae for APEL lesson and found out that my careperson is a total lamer. He introduced himself by telling us that he caught a penguin once. How lame is that?! Not forgetting we still had to go through an interview-like session with him after the lesson ended.
I never expected first week of school to be so... irritating. The choosing of group members was a nightmare. I can't even remember when was the last time we spent sOooO much time discussing and argueing about who we wanted to have in the group. And it doesn't help when everyone takes you for granted and expects that u help them do everything. This first week is definitely NOT my week.
Beautiful Saturdae and i'm at home doing nothing. Reason being i dun wan to be pissed off any further and become a murderer overnight. Maybe i should be glad that at least my computer hasn't hang since i logged on 15 mintues ago. But, msn is still NOT working. Damn it. It seems like my computer can never be repaired unless i reformat it, which i'm not going to do so coz i have TOO many mp3s, pictures, documents inside, and it will take me FOREVER to burn them out. Maybe one dae when i've had enuff of everyone and everything, i'll change an entire new set of computer.
Oh, btw, alot of pple has been asking me about the 'girl' they see in my handphone's wallpaper. FYI, HE is not a girl! He is my new found love of the month. Zheng Yuan Chang. ahaAhaha.. check him out >>>
KaoBei-ed @
5:03 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
wOh.. took a little break from blogging recently. School's started and i'm starting to become lazy again. First dae of school began on Tuesdae. First lecture: Sales Management. Super boring. 15 minutes into the lecture and i was falling asleep. No one was paying attention, except maybe the 4 new students from HongKong. Luckily the second half of the lecture was rather entertaining, even though half the lecture hall was empty by then.
Again, i tink no one went for todae's lecture. Shujing called me yesterdae and told me to skip the lecture. ahahah.. Eliza msged me in the night and told me that she was down with a fever and most probably she wouldn't be going to school as well. SOOooOO, i called Shawn and he TOO told me that he's not going for todae's lecture! and Qiuying went to zouk yesterdae, so.. yah, she can't wake up. My heat goes out to Mr Bala, our lecturer for todae's lecture. ahAhahAha... Poor guy. BUT.. i'l still going for APEL lesson todae. F*ck it. The tutor called and told ME to pass the message around DURING todae's lecture. Omg. Good luck to me.
KaoBei-ed @
10:57 AM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
11 more hours before sch starts. Seriously, i'm having trouble sleeping. Not due to excitement about school, but the cup of coffee i had earlier on. I should NOT have drank it. Now i not onli have to worry about when will i start to feel sleepy but also, whether i am able to wake up for tomorrow's lesson. No doubt tmr's lesson's at 12, but i'm already used to sleeping late AND waking up late as well.
Been discussing with Shawn and Eliza about who we wan in our group. Afterall, this is our final year. We CANNOT afford to have 'sleeping' group members, members who goes missing in action and free riders. We've been kind enough to certain people out there, saving their asses, helping them pass and all. But, its gonna be different this sem. I, for one, am no longer gonna be the kind soul around. My prayers goes out to all those who are sleeping. A little piece of advice, its time to WAKE UP.
After tmr's lesson, Wed's gonna be another 'off' dae for all in class T02. Maybe i'll juz drop by RC Cedele to visit Chuiling for a while. Shawn, interested? ;)
Anywae, my Internet Explorer's giving me problems again. New virus. Actually, can't really say the virus' new, its juz another version of the one i got rid of like.. a week ago?! Wad are all these viruses doing?? Visiting each other in my computer??!! WTF. And to make things worse, my Norton Antivirus doesn't seem to be able to detect the 'worms' and 'horses'. I'm trying my best not to let me emotions get over my head. If not, u guys might read the newspapers one dae and the headline says:
"Girl 19, jailed 2 years for throwing computer down from 6th storey and hitting an old woman walking pass."
ahAHahha... Whatever.
KaoBei-ed @
12:56 AM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Looked into the mirror this morning and saw this horrendous 'explosion' on my head. Yes, Bad Hair Dae. My fringe couldn't stay in a str8 position and it was curling everywhere except where i wan it to curl. So, I CUT IT. I cut my fringe. ahaha.. Now, i feel like an idiot. Yah, no doubt i look younger. But, I thought i looked WAY too young for my age. Looking on the bright side, having a fringe doesn't seem so bad as it covers most of the pimples on my forehead. However, the BAD thing is, i foresee that MORE pimples are gonna start appearing on my forehead soon. I'm currently praying for a miracle. That is, my fringe will be good and grow a little longer by Tuesdae so i'll be able to survive the first dae of school without having the whole school laughing at my haircut.
Hmm...actually, there's nothing more to blog about coz most of my time is spent on watching vcd and slping. And right now, i'm waiting for 'All In' to start. Maybe i should get going and prepare some snacks for later. CheErioS.. ;)
KaoBei-ed @
10:44 PM
The Orange County. Otherwise more commonly known as The O.C. I must sae it goes into the list of my favourite serial after 'Friends' and 'Sex and the City'. Seriously, those of u who haven't seen that show are missing tons of action. Ever since Chuiling passed her beloved collection to me yesterdae, i couldn't keep my eyes of thoughts of the show. Damn it.
Let's see.. I woke up at 12pm this afternoon because i slept at 3.30am yesterdae. Reason i slept so late: The O.C. Went for a little brunch and went str8 back to the show again from 3pm all the way to 7pm. Had dinner and by 8pm, i was in front of my computer again. All the way till now. Time check: 1.32am. Can someone please calculate how many hours i spent in front of my computer since yesterdae? BUT, i must sae all the hours spent in front of my computer are definitely worth it. Thanks ur lending me the vcds Chuiling! Although it seems to be taking a lot of my sleeping time. ahahAHhahH... Oh and for your information, I'VE FINISHED WATCHING THE ENTIRE 27 EPISODES IN LESS THAN 2 DAES! Boy am i proud of myself~ Right now, i'm going to bed. I juz hope i'm able to stay awake tmr.
KaoBei-ed @
1:26 AM
Friday, June 18, 2004
WhOo..late entry. Met up with Chuiling and Shawn for a last gathering before school starts. Chuiling..i'm gonna miss u SooOooOoo much!! Please take care of urself and stay in touch yah? If that Irene bitch ever gives u a hard time, dun hesitate to FIGHT back! If not, u can ALWAYS count on Shawn and I to piss her off! ahah...deal yeah? Oh yah..thanks for lending the the vcds. Its the reason y i'm still up so late. ahahah...I couldn't stop watching. For your information, i'm already at episode 14. I'd probably finish watching the entire collection by Sat, the latest.
It seems my brain cells are not functioning very well tonight. Probably due to the fact that i woke up at 11AM todae to check the bloody timetable, onli to find out that TP's computer system was down 90% of the time. Everyone had difficulties checking their timetables. Some couldn't even log in! Is it really DAT difficult to email us our timetables!? We pay thousands of dollars for school fees and this is wad we get. A f*cked up computer system at school. Did i mention that it takes a hell of a long time for the page to load as well? This i can CONFIRM that it has got NOTHING to do with MY internet connection for all my other programmes were running smoothly. And the worst thing is, u wait 10-15 mins for the bloody page to load and it shows u this: 'Date not found in datasets, No student found, Bad gateway'...etc etc. And right now, at 3.24AM, the system is still SLOW and F*CKED UP. Argh...tokking about the checking of timetable just makes me sick.
KaoBei-ed @
3:06 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Finally back in the comforts of my own room. Went to meet ahmah..again.. at East Point Pet Safari todae. The dogs and rabbits were super cute!! The more i looked at them, the hungrier i get. AHahHAHha.. I wanted to ask the employees there whether a rabbit's whiskers can be trimmed but ahmah said the employees would probably die laughing. Stupid ahmah.
Newae, my schedule for the rest of this week is fully packed! Dinners, gatherings, errands, appointments. I hardly have the time to sit down and breathe! Everyone is saying that school's starting soon and they wan to njoy the remaining daes left before school officially starts. Well, i can onli pray to God for more stamina.
Super tired now. Probably coming down with a fever or diarrehea or something. My stomach seems to feel funny all of a sudden. I need some sleep.
KaoBei-ed @
11:07 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Alrighty!! New skin!! ahaha.. Spent one hell of a time working on this new skin. As u guys can see, the tagboard is still a disaster. ahhah... but..heck it. As long as u guys can tag, it doesn't bother u rite? And as long as i can read ur tags, i'm good. I've also uploaded some new pictures at the bottom. Check those babes out man~!
KaoBei-ed @
7:50 PM
ArGh~!! No zouk for me tmr! Its the last Wed before school officially starts and i can't go to zouk! Mum has to arrange an appointment with her hair stylist on Thursdae MORNING. So y do i sae i can't go zouk-ing on wed? Well, the reason is simple. If i were to go zouk on Wed night, my whole hair will smell of cigarettes and taking into consideration that my mum's hair stylist friend has a perfect sense of smell, it is not possible that she not notice the smell my hair will have. Dammit. So.. i can onli sae sorry to QiuYiNG~
My phone rang at approximately 10.30AM this morning. I took a look at the unknown number and hesitated a while before i picked up the call.
Sweet sounding lady: Hello, gd morning. This is Belinda calling from the Body Shop. Can I speak to ShuiYi please?
Me(still blur): Yah, I'm her.
Belinda: Hi, I just wan to let u know that your cheque is ready and are u able to come down to Winsland Hse II to collect it todae?
Me to myself: Oh, so i see u guys still remember ME.
Me: Todae? Wad dae is todae?
Belinda: Tuesdae.
Me: Hmm.. ok. I'll be there after 2. 6th floor rite?
Belinda: Yes. So i'll see you after 2?
Me: Yah. Bye.
Idiots. THEY f*cking made me wait for long for my pay and now i have to go down personally to get my cheque?!? Did i mention that they've owed me that cheque for 2 months?!?!?! F*ck. But i went down nonetheless. i could use some time away for home too. So i went there, got my cheque and left the building immediately. The weather almost killed me as i made my way home. Super hot. Anyone noes when will the weather start to turn cooler?
KaoBei-ed @
4:40 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
Right this very moment as i am blogging this entry, downstairs stands an I-D-I-O-T who's been making this sucking noise for the past 5 mins. Does he noes that a thing called 'handphone' exists?! I bet u by tmr, he's gonna have a mouth full of ulcers. And serve him right.
Today's been pretty slow and uneventful. Mum's slogging away in the kitchen, trying to make all the 'ba zhangs' and right now, the Kitchen is the last place i wan to go. Its freaking HOT there. Luckily the main 'stove' is outside at the corridor. Dad bought home this new toy todae. Its sort of a remote control toy car. The whole family is having trouble trying to perform the stunts. ahahAHahAH.. Its mum's turn now and Cher Mei is laughing her ass off. lol. Mothers.
Alright. Lots of pple have been debating whether i should cut my fringe again. After so many nights of deliberation, i have come to a decision. I'm not gonna cut it. Wad if it doesn't turn out the way i wan it to?! Its too much stress for me to handle. ahah..Chuiling, sorry to disappoint. But i'm gonna dye my hair. Mum's arranging a time with her hair stylist friend to cut her hair. SInce i'm broke, i might as well let her friend do my hair too. This way, i can save money. *eViL GriNz* I'm also thinking whether i should trim my hair. It doesn't seem to be growing at all. Its been like.. 7 months since i last cut my hair. And i tink it probably onli grew an inch since then. Mum saes the reason is i haven't been cutting it so its not growing. hMm.. I have no idea how true that is. But i certainly do not wan to jeopardize my chances of growing my hair super long.
Anyway, the following song's for that someone.
Jamelia - Superstar
People always talk about
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
All the things they're all about
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
Write it on a piece of paper
Got a feeling i'll see you later
There's something 'bout this let's keep it moving
And if it's good let's just get something cooking
Coz i really wanna rock with you
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do
(you do you do)
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
Don't know who you are
But you must be some kind of superstar
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
(you just make me wanna play)
Baby take a look around
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
Everybody's getting down
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
Deal with all the problems later
(later)
Bad boys on their best behaviour
There's something 'bout you let's keep it moving
And if it's good let's just get something cooking
Coz i really wanna rock with you
I'm feeling some connection to the things you do
(you do you do)
I don't know what it is
That makes me feel like this
I don't know who you are
But you must be some kind of superstar
Coz you got all eyes on you no matter where you are
(you just make me wanna play)
I like the way you're moving
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
I just get into the groovin' thing
(you just make me wanna play)
if you just put pen to paper
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
got that feeling i'll see you later
(heh oh heh oh heh oh)
Make your move
here.. we get a little closer
you.. rock it just like you're supposed to
and.. boy i aint got nothin' for ya
say.. you just make me wanna play
KaoBei-ed @
6:05 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2004
H.O.T is the onli word i can associate with the weather these daes. Where's all the rain i've been praying for? Met up with ahmah and Chris yesterdae for a little shopping spree again. ahahah.. I wanted to get a new school bag before school starts and ahmah wanted to get her brother's burfdae present. In the end~ all three of us bought a bag each. I was supposed to be the onli one to buy a bag! Ahmah's supposed to buy her bro's present! Chris was just supposed to shop! Ahmah even bought the most expensive bag among us! And she did not buy her brother's present! ahahhaha..Dats Ahmah. Oh.. and i bought a new CD again. Damn it.. Its time i learnt how to control my spendings.
My mood todae was SUPER lousy. Blame it on the weather. I thought I was going to suffer a heatstroke anytime. And to tink I woke up feeling happie coz I had enough sleep. By the time I went down for brunch, my mood took a turn for the worst. It seemed like EVERYONE was trying to make things difficult for me. When dad said dat we were going out later in the afternoon, I thought maybe the dae wasn't so bad afterall. Boy was I wrong. Things got worse when we reached Bugis. There was a sale going out just outside Seiyu and I was just standing there waiting for my dad to finish browsing when this auntie kept asking me for a size L for the bloody shirt she was holding. Being in the bad mood I was already in, I snapped at her (in Chinese)
Me: Can't u see for yourself?!
Auntie: Wad kind of attitude is this? Is this supposed to be the attitude u shld be giving to customers when u're working?
Me: No one said i was working here. U juz ASSUMED i was working here. So since i'm not working here, who are u to tell me that my attitude sucks?!
And then i walked away. Ahahah... I must admit that I went a little overboard. But, I couldn't help it! She caught me at a wrong time. After that incident, my mood juz sank to the bottom. I snapped at anyone who got in my way and I even thought of juz going home without telling anyone coz obviously my mum couldn't be bothered. Cher Mei was being a pain in the ass by throwing her tantrum when dad refuses to buy her a new box of colour pencils. Yan Ping as usual keeps blocking my way. So yah, I've had a f*cked up dae todae. The onli thing that made me a little happier was that I bought a new wallet for myself.
KaoBei-ed @
10:48 PM
Friday, June 11, 2004
Alright, i shall make this short. My internet connection is down once again. Dammit! It time i change a new computer. My old one is giving me way too much troubles. With the horses and worms intruding, i should be thankful that my comp has not died on me YET. Current location: back at the comforts of my uncle's office where i once complaint about. ahah.. After one big turnabout, i'm back working at my uncle's office. The daes at Cedele and Body Shop were nightmares which i do not wan to be reminded of. However, the pay i'm getting here is rather ahem.. pathetic, as i'm not really needed here and its just for me to pass time and make myself useful instead of just rotting at home doing nothing. So yeah...dun expect to get any treats from me coz i'm broke too. That's all for now. Got to look busy before my aunt comes back and finds me at her desk...surfing the net. ahahah....ciao~
KaoBei-ed @
5:23 PM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
PhEwWw~ Finally..a dae whereby i do not have to wake up early to report for work. Reason: I've quit Cedele! For all those whom i'm closer to, u guys noe the reason. I shall not spoil this beautiful dae by narrating the painful incident again. First things first, i'd like to take this opportunity to thank some people who have been there for me when i was feeling down.
1) Shawn - Thanks for telling Chris wad i was going through and feeling unjustified for me and being there for me this entire period.
2) Chuiling - Thanks for all the moral support u've shown me all this while and also being there for me when i needed u guys.
3) Ahmah - U noe what you've done for me and i am so grateful to have u as my best friend.
4) Qiuying - Even though u're not totally aware of the entire incident at Cedele, Thanks for always calling me to see if i was ok.
5) Cedele Chris - (He will not be reading this so i'll put it in a narrative way.) Just wanna thank him for being so undestanding this whole time, believeing whatever i said and resolving this whole issue.
6) Edwin - Thanks for teaching me whatever you've taught me during my daes at Suntec Cedele and for being so kind and friendly to me when others weren't.
7) Kumar! - (He's the dishwasher at Suntec Cedele) I wanna thank him for making me feel so at ease in the kitchen! And also for comforting me when i cried.
8) Mom and Dad - Thanks for supporting me and giving me the encouragement to move on.
So that's basically the list of people whom i wanna say a big Thank You to. Sorry if i missed out anyone but noe that i appreciate whatever anyone has done for me.
Next, just wanna let u guys noe that there's been some problems with my internet and blogger hence i am unable to tag! So, when i dun reply u guys in my tagboard, it doesn't mean that i'm not reading ur messages ok? It's just that i can't reply. And SYLVIA, if u're reading this, i wasn't the one hu spelt ur name wrongly. ahaha..the links weren't done by me and i did not notice the wrong spelling coz it looked FINE to me! ahahha..ok? But dun worry..i still love u.
ps: i not working anymore~ shopping anyone!?!??? ;)
KaoBei-ed @
12:10 PM
Friday, June 04, 2004
Bored~
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. ShuiYi
2. Ah Shui
3. Shui Shui (onli used by qiuying)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Nose
3. Height
2. Nails
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Weight
2. Stupid pimples
3. Eyes
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Math
2. Y i'm so poor
3. Life itself
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. Work
2. Work
3. Work
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Bugs
2. Ghosts..ahahhaa
3. Flies
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. SLEEP
2. Rest
3. Food
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
1. Jay Chou
2. Justin Timberlake
3. Nsync
THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. Family
2. Colleagues
3. Ahmah
THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Fly
2. Lose weight
3. Spell very well
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Sleeping
2. Shopping
3. Sleeping again
THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. CASH
2. SLEEP
3. Off daes
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. MOVIE DIRECTOR! ahahah
2. Food show host (that way i get to eat lots of food!)
3. Professional SLEEPER
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. Paris
2. Maldives
3. Perth
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Get married
2. Spent Every single cent i have
3. Spent all my time with my family
KaoBei-ed @
7:43 PM
Woke up this morning at 6.00AM i almost puked. One simple reason: TOO early. ahahah.. Started work at 7.30am, all the way to 3.30pm without a break. Seriously, i tink i need to speak to Maggie about giving me breaks! Chris came down to Suntec Cedele todae to help out during lunch time. We spoke a little and that was it. I did not even noticed him leaving. Tomorrow starting work at 10.30am. Next week's schedule is out too. Good news: I got the off-daes i asked for. Mondae and Thursdae. Bad news: it came with a price; 10 hours of work for the rest of my working daes. Dammit. I can barely survive 8 hours! How am i supposed to survive 10 hours?!?! I need to find a best friend at Cedele man.
Went to meet Chuiling and Qiuying at Raffles City yesterdae and headed over to Great World to 'visit' Shawn. Chris happened to be at Great World when we went there so i took the chance to speak to him and asked for a transfer either back to Great World or to Raffles City. I told him i din feel very welcomed at Suntec and that i was super stress working with Maggie and Chong Lam was a pain in the ass. Chris replied that i wasn't the first one to complain about Chong Lam, that something has to be done and he will do it. Reading between the lines, i assume i wun be seeing Chong Lam anymore~ Still, i told Chris to give my request a serious thought and he told me that even if he were to get me transferred to Raffles City or Great World, it would take approximately 2 weeks for him to settle everything. In my heart i was tinking, 'by the end of 2 weeks, i'm already gonna quit.' Then he went on to sae that the new part-timers are more difficult to train and that if he din tink i was up to standards, he wouldn't have sent me to Suntec. I dun noe if he means it or is he just trying to make me feel better so that i would change my mind about getting a transfer. But well, he told me he will consider so here i am..still stuck at Suntec. But, i will try my VERY best to bear with it while Chris 'tinks about it'.
'Special' things that happened todae:
1) I made my best latte since i started working at Cedele: 3 different colours.
2) Ran an errand to Raffles City to collect the Cinnamon and orange swirl and got to see Chuiling for a while.
3) Maggie was damn nice to me.
4) I survive yet another 8 hours with NO breaks at all.
KaoBei-ed @
6:19 PM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Onli 3 words can describe my feelings of working the super early morning shift at Cedele: SUPER DUPER TIRED.
That's it. I'm going to bed.
KaoBei-ed @
8:18 PM